Happy New Year!!!
You know, I had a great Christmas this year.. since I got to see my boyfriend :) It was one of the best times of my life, and it really made me start to think about some things... When I am not with my boyfriend, something is just missing. I feel empty, I don't feel whole.. I pretty much feel like a part of me is gone. However, when I saw my boyfriend, and I hugged him and held him tight, I felt like my life was complete. I suddenly realized what it was that was missing in my life. When I am with my boyfriend, everything feels like it is finally the way it is supposed to be. Everything feels right, I feel right, I feel complete. When I am with my boyfriend, and when I am close to him, all of my problems disappear. I feel like if there was only one life-changing choice I could make for my entire life, I would choose to be with my boyfriend, and I know my life would be bliss.
How do you know when you've found your soul mate? Is it when you realize that you can't even imagine life without that special someone? Is it when you feel that of the 6 billion people in this world, there is one person above all the others that you want to be around? Is it when you feel the very essence of life itself get better, just from knowing that that person loves you? If so, I think I've found my soul mate (^-^ ) On a side note, it is the new year, so I guess I could share my new year's resolutions...
- Love my boyfriend more and more each day
- Go to Korea again, preferably through an internship
- Save more money, and not have to delve into too much debt
- Spend more time with my family
- Keep in better touch with friends
- Enjoy learning again, and focus on my studies
To end this note... I want to share some memories from my recent trip to visit my boyfriend :) Because it was definitely one of those Happy Things in Life! When I first arrived in Korea, I got off to a rocky start, since I ended up going to the wrong hotel to meet my friend at. But, all was well :) My boyfriend has a job now, and he could not come meet me when I first arrived, so I had to wait until later that day before I could meet him. I went to his job with my other friend, and waited for him in the cafe across the street. He called me when he was done, and I went out on the deck in front of the cafe to wave at him :) When he saw me, his face lit up. He almost ran across a busy street to meet me, but I convinced him to just go up to the cross walk. After the cross walk changed, he ran across the street to meet me, and gave me the biggest hug! It was one of the most romantic things I have ever experienced!!! I did not want to let him go from that first hug, but eventually, we walked back to the cafe, I got my things, and then we headed out for dinner. I love that man :)
He was pretty busy, but with the best luck ever, I actually got to see my boyfriend every day! I would wait for him until he got off of work, and then we would go to dinner and just spend time together. Often, that involved going to watch movies, because it was an easy way to enjoy ourselves and just spend a lot of time together. My favorite time, though, was when my boyfriend and I went to what's called a DVD room. They are these buildings that have tons of small rooms with couches and such, and then they project a movie you pick onto the screen in your room. My poor boyfriend was soo tired from his job, that about half-way into the movie, he fell asleep! The cutest part was that he cuddled with me while he was sleeping :) He leaned on my shoulder, held onto me, and every now and then would kind of squeeze me or nudge me with his head... SOO CUTE!!! I just let him sleep, because I knew how tired he was. After the movie finished, and when he woke up, my boyfriend told me that it was one of the best sleeps he had ever had. He said he was so warm and cozy, and I thought he was the sweetest guy ever :)
We also got to go to a spa resort together! It was the first time for me to even go to a place like this, and it was amazing!! We stayed in a condo for one night, and enjoyed the great atmosphere and the Christmas music, and of course the spa!!! I didn't like how everyone stared at me in the changing room, but any bad feelings I had were wiped away when I got to meet my boyfriend and go to the various outdoor spas with him :) There were colored ones, scented ones (mint, jasmine) and there was even a mud one.. I didn't actually go in this one though... And then we got to go to a private jacuzzi, which was a cordoned off jacuzzi for just the two of us. It was soo nice!!! The atmosphere was set up to look like the jungle, or a deserted island (I guess), and we enjoyed cuddling with each other, and getting drinks, and just relaxing to the Christmas music and enjoying the view outside. When we went to the last spa, it was outside in a purple colored spa that was quite warm (in my opinion), as we were sitting there, we could see fireworks that someone had set off on the beach, and if felt like the perfect night! After that, we went to a Japanese restaurant called Muse, and we had a beautiful and delicious meal. After that we drove into the local town for some errands... and then spent the night relaxing in the condo!
Christmas day was also absolutely amazing! I think it was the best Christmas of my life! My boyfriend reminded me of the previous year's Christmas, where we spent all day cooking some pretty delicious food (if I may be so bold), and that was awesome too! But, something about this year made everything extra special :) There's too much more to write about now, but let's just say that we had tons of great food, and we also had lots of fun too :)
When I left Korea, somehow I wasn't as sad as before... Maybe it's because I knew that I had found the love of my life, and I know that we will be okay no matter what. Also, I know that I will be heading out there to see my boyfriend again in no time! I LOVE YOU!!! I really hope my boyfriend realizes how highly I think of him, and how deep my love for him is ;) There isn't anyone in the world that can make me feel the way he does, and there is no one in the world I would rather be with. I found my soul mate, and I am sticking with this for the long run, so I just hope he knows that and feels it too :)
Cheers to a new year, and to the best thing in my life... My wonderful boyfriend!!! Luv ya'!
~Whitney
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